Top : Islanders Away

PEIBlogs.com: the definitive Prince Edward Island blogroll since 2004.: Islanders Away

Home | Add Site | Change Site | New | Cool | Top Rated | Random | Email Updates | Search

DotServing dotServing, the number 1 choice for Islanders looking for web hosting. Setup your presence today with web design and development plans available. Rates starting at $5 a month. Or take advantage of our affilate program available with payouts as high as $100!! Visit us at www.dotserving.pe.ca.

Links:

Contract All | Expand All

A good beer blog - Alan MacLeod (genx40.com) has started a blog about beer pop
(Added: 9-Nov-2004 Hits: 644 Rating: 9.00 Votes: 1) Rate It

  • Can't We Just Admit We Like Corn Sometimes?

    One of the things I don't get about beer lovers is the seething disrespect of corn - aka maize for some of you. OK, maybe not seething but my comment the other day that I now craved New Glarus Spotted Cow was met with particular surprise by Jeffery Glazer of Wisconsin's Madison Beer Review who wrote to say that "Spotted Cow is good, but to drive halfway across the country for it? I'd be really curious to hear what was said about it to cause such a reaction." In response I wrote:

    It's the king o'corn, baby! I like the ur-cream ale Genesee Cream but I also like cream corn, corn chowder, corn on the cob and corn chips. I think the taste of corn gets a bum steer as far as corn and beer goes. Why praise other grains yet diss the maize? I have grown corn, have watched it grow and, I have to admit, admire it privately. Stan brought the Spotted Cow (as well as a few other New Glarus) and this corntastic beer made me love it. It is clean, has the raw chew-the-cob sweetness and is also balanced and without a tinge of chemical, the hallmark of modern corn-y brew...Did I mention it comes with corn?

    I asked Stan when we were sipping his giftie if it had flaked corn and he thought maybe it was just corn sugar but was not in the know. I would be surprised if there is that much unfermentable corn in it from just a powder. Nonetheless, I am here to bear witness, bretheren and the real lesson here is that cream ale like Spotted Cow is corn ale and cream ale should be great! It is just a style, after all. Corn is, folks, and corn should be more than the flakes in your breakfast bowl. As I mentioned, I understand that there are two ways to get corn into beer. The most common is through glucose or corn sugar which is derided as an adjunct gone mad in American macro lagers but praised in Belgian tripels when, as I learned from Al Korzonas in his useful Homebrewing, Volume 1, simply combined with a little fructose to make candi sugar. This sort of addition of corn gets you a little more alcohol and a little less body but not much flavour - and certainly not the creamed corny goodness that is at the heart of Spotted Cow. Flaked maize is more like rolled barley or oats, a raw grain product that leaves plenty of unfermentables to add flavour. That is what I think I am tasting in that brew.

    Maybe you know more than me but where are the rest of the corny adjuncts - the malted corn, the roasted corn or the crystal corn that some agronomist or another sort of lab-coated egghead should have developed by now? Surely a grain as versatile as corn could be subject to more treatments that might make for some other great beers. Surely there is a Department of Cornology in some Midwest US state working on coaxing more flavours from the humble yellow kernal. As far as may daydreams of future beer goes, I would think that the residual sweetness of corn could work in a roasty stout. The huskineess of a dried cob might also work when blended with a little rye malt. And Jeffery pointed out that it would also fit with the local and sustainable trends we are seeing becoming more and more important.

    If corn can make a fine whiskey, why not a beer? And are there other fine corn beers out there, some modern chichas, that I do not know about?

  • More Ways To Get To A Good Beer Blog

    My gracious server masters are the most gracious server masters ever. I just got an email that they have gifted me with two more URLs which make a little more sense than the one I have been living with for about 4 years now. You now can also get your daily dose of A Good Beer Blog at agoodbeerblog.ca and agoodbeerblog.com.

    Nobody has server masters like my server masters.

  • The Hieronymi Were Here...As Were Steve and John!

    So beer writers Stan and Daria and family were here getting a break from the camper on their world beer tour 2008. As it turned out, so were Steve from Beau's and John o' Church-key. Between them the lads drove 500 km to get here and as much to get home - nothing compared, however, to the Hieronymi land cruiser which hit the 10,000 mile mark yesterday. And, after hours of great beer and some good chow I threw together, I came away from what I will call the first Kingston Symposium on Craft Brewing realizing I pretty much know nothing about beer. Zippo.

    Hanging around with such people of the beer is always a great education but listening to two such knowledgeable beer thinkers as Stan and Daria (who is also a recent winner on Jeopardy) over a whole evening with two of Canada's most interesting young brewers was pretty amazing. Not to go blow by blow through the beers but I shared some Ontarians including our local Barley Day's Wind and Sail Dark, some Stuart's Natural and made some fairly snazzy scallops in a pan with a slug of Wellington Dark. Good Ontario and Quebec craft cheeses also shared the table.

    We talked about beer price and value, the regulatory challenges of the Ontario market and the Canadian border as well as the opportunities a province that is trying hard to catch up to our southern neighbours provides. We also poured bottles of Steve and John's brews including Beau's flagship kolsche and Church-key's West Coast IPA - as well as half year cellared bottles of Bog Water and Lactese Falcon, that beer that begs to be next to a rib-eye. Each of these showed really well and, in their comparison, begged the question as to which better expressed Ontario-ness: the traditional Algonquin Park canoe trip invocating bog myrtle or the funky blue cheese tang of the beer of the 22nd century. I just made that up. I am sure John will pick it up as the LT's catch phrase.

    To finish, we popped the tangy spicy dry and quite fascinating Fuego del Otono, a seasonal chestnut beer which is also very under-priced from Jolly Pumpkin. Stan and Daria had passed Dexter on a Saturday when the brewery was not open so it was fair to include it in their year-long continent hopping search for the essence of global local beer. By the way, that last beer is one of the ones that make me think there should be a web based auction for craft beer where beer lovers could set out what they would pay for a beer. If Ron at Jolly Pumpkin would set me aside a mixed case of beer like Fuego del Otono for pick up when I am in the neighbourhood, I would definitely pay $11.99 or a bit more compared to the $8.99 I paid for this one last fall at the ever excellent Bello Vino of Ann Arbor. Other beers of the moment might not get such a price boost from the set you own auction, if my suspicions are correct.

    In the end, one in the morning came far too soon and, as with the best gatherings like this, I came away having added understanding as well as happily convinced in how little I still really know. There is so much to learn about good beer. For one thing, I now crave New Glarus Spotted Cow and may have to drive to Wisconsin just to get me some more.

  • An Australian Complains About The State Of Beer

    This opinion piece in The Australian today speaks as much to the state of beer as the state of writing in newspapers in Australia. This extended quotation of James Jeffery's writing is remarkable both for its coarseness and its plainness about the moronic nature of the cult of globalized ice cold macro-lager that is at large in his land:

    ...danger awaits if your tastebuds haven't been completely cauterised and you want to branch out and drink something that might make your tongue dance while laying waste to your brain. Stand by for the local piss prefect to accuse you of drinking yuppie beer or worse still, boutique beer, which makes it sound like it's got more than a touch of handbag about it. Talk about the glories of kolsch, porter, bock, pale ale or Trappist booze and you may as well say you've joined the local eunuch guild. But the masters of the beer universe aren't exactly a bunch of blouses who sit around with their noses and pinkies in the air. The Germans are responsible for a whole spectrum of beers of weeping complexity and subtlety, all brewed according to a 500-year-old set of commandments, yet still managed to invent the Beer Hall Putsch. The English are behind such towering achievements as Theakston's Old Peculiar and the perfection of the soccer riot. The Belgians invented beer that inspires poetry yet goes off like a liquid depth charge. And the Czechs, who gave us the unparalleled gift of pilsner, are probably the greatest brewers of them all, yet still found time to manfully shrug off fascism, communism, Neville Chamberlain and a shortage of vowels.

    Remarkable. Rude yet accurate. Thick yet inspiring. We should speak so plainly in all things that affect us, not just the pleasures of life including beer but all those things that bear upon us, that restrict or do worse than fail to enlighten.

  • What Do You Drink When It Is Stinking Hot?

    When I was a wee laddie back in Halifax and it was pushing 90F...or 33C...one pal inevitably declared "it's a drinker!" The undergrad group I hung out with - now doctors and lawyers and such as Waylon put it - considered drinking beer an activity in itself like, say, going to the movies, a dance, bowling or heading out in a herd to annihilate an all you can eat Chinese buffet. But on a day like today there was none of that. It was all ice + bucket + beer + porch.

    These days, however, I am much more restrained - by choice and circumstance. A BBQ and guests and planning are needed which means a lot more work than the shared rental's porch ever required. I'm also inclined to different tipples that the ever present case of Oland's Ex of a couple of decades back. On a day like this now all I really crave is cold hefeweizen. It's too hot even for a hoppy IPA as far as I am concerned. Other than that, we are talking sweet vermouth and a whack of soda - the drink I would drink on the surface of the sun.

    What about you? What is the one thing that really works when it is stinking hot, either beer or that other thing called "not beer"?

AngstyBlog - Recently-married Rob Fletcher is working on his M.Sc. in Computer Science at Queens in Kingston where he is doing research into the architecture of multiplayer networked video games. pop
(Added: 12-Jul-2004 Hits: 779 Rating: 8.25 Votes: 4) Rate It

  • Mon., February 4th, Eight to Five
    So, 2007 was weird. After starting it off pickled, I spent the whole year in crunch time, compounded by a time-consuming happy puppy (who was supposed to be a post-thesis prize), then burnt-out and effectively took a year to do what I wanted to have finished by September. My time was very unstructured, since I [...]
  • Wed., January 23rd, Space Fortress Reconsiderations
    I have been thinking. Last year, I was kicking around the idea of building a Dwarf Fortress clone, but with a sci-fi theme, and side-view (like Miner VGA) and totally less complicated to make it more approachable to both the developer and the player. I was attracted to the thought of a coding together a [...]
  • Tue., January 22nd, Going to Read More
    I think I would be a stronger academic if I read more academic papers. I enviously watch people critique and offer suggestions on papers and theses. I’m not going to get any better unless start reading more of them. I’m positive there are at least a hundred papers out there I would be better for [...]
  • Mon., January 21st, New Year!
    Well, I’m Google’s #1 hit for “flabby claws”*. That makes me want to blog again. I’m done the M.Sc. now, I’m into the Ph.D. now. Olive is no longer a free time sponge (she has started becoming the lap dog with ragamuffin-streak we had hoped for). I need to get going again! Last year was so [...]
  • Wed., November 7th, Scooped!
    My grocery robot idea was scooped an implemented elegantly by somebody else!

Blinklet Comics - Brian Linkletter (blink) lives in Ottawa and uses his Mac to write comics. pop
(Added: 24-Oct-2004 Hits: 644 Rating: 0 Votes: 0) Rate It

  • American Election
    Interesting e-mail discussion with my buddies about the election results. Made me want to move forward with finalizing this "group blog" idea we came up with last month. Dave posted a few points on his blog on the election topic. Personally, I would've voted for Kerry. If I was American. But, I'm not. Maybe I'll shut up now. But, I'm Canadian. So, I won't.
  • Astounding Space Thrills
    I just re-visited a webcomic I hadn't seen in years! Astounding Space Thrills is an imaginative and well-crafted strip. I can't tell if it's been updated since I stopped reading it about four years ago but there's still tons of material in the web site's archives.
  • Sev Wide Web
    Another excellent webcomic I've found is Sev Wide Web. This is a good example of how to create a community around your webcomic. Another good example of a webcomic with a stong community is Sluggy Freelance. Sluggy won't make my list of links, however, because it's Dungeons and Dragons slant and the artist's Japanese-Manga-wannabe drawing style are both elements that I feel are far too common
  • Webcomic research
    Here's a few of webcomics that I browsed recently. I especially enjoyed these two cool, quirky and very imaginative strips featuring cats: Simon and Jack and Cat and Girl.
  • Just for fun
    Which OS are You?

canadiancomment - Our opinions of and advice to the world. Updated whenever we get around to it. Run by former Islander Dana Dennis. pop
(Added: 2-Dec-2004 Hits: 660 Rating: 7.00 Votes: 1) Rate It

  • The Stink Over Undercover Cops
    The story of the undercover cops during the recent North American summit has caused quite a stink over at The Western Standard.

    First off, I haven't watched the video or followed the story much at all but it seems that some folks are in a stink for the simple reason that undercover cops were embedded within the protesters to begin with.

    There are a lot of good reasons to embed police within a protest and none of them have anything to do with spying or other such nonsense.

    The two primary reasons officers are usually embedded with a protest are:

    - To 'lead' the protest on it's route/march. The crowd will simply follow the people in the lead so by doing this the police can have a group of marchers walk around in circles for hours (and stay out of trouble) and no one is any the wiser.

    - Similar to the first item, a crowd will not come into close contact with the police (in most cases anyways) unless those in the lead do so first. If the lead protesters stay back from the police so will the crowd.
  • On Chinese Goods
    As most of you are aware Chinese companies have been having some quality control problems as of late. The fact that some products they are manufacturing have quality issues really isn't terribly surprising on many levels.

    What bothers me are the excuses put forward by government officials. China for all intents and purposes is one massive cartel, controlled by a few for the benefit of a few.

    Regardless, anyone with common sense knows that a government that doesn't care about it's own people is not going to have a lot of concern to the well-being of foreigners. That being the case, any company that slaps it's name on a product is ultimately responsible for the quality of that product.

    And let's be honest with ourselves, it is just as easy to produce crap in Canada as it is in China.
  • Tweaking The Template
    So I'm sitting here tweaking the Blogger template with the thought I might start blogging a little bit after a very long hiatus. Sweet suffering Google has changed Blogger a lot since I last poked around. The pages are now dynamically generated which creates some opportunities to add a few neat features to the blog. Then again, that would take time which I'm not exactly sure I have much of these days.

    Regardless, I'll be updating the right sidebar, removing any dead links and making a few minor adjustments to the template. Nothing major.

    Sleep tight.
  • If I Posted...
    ... would anybody notice?
  • On Automobiles
    Mark Steyn is fisking Michael Adams over at Macleans. Here are two quotes that particularly stick out. The first is a quote from an American about the differences between Canada and the US:
    The difference between America and Canada is that Americans don't care what the difference between America and Canada is.
    The second concerns a point that Adams is trying to make:
    Adams' method was established in Fire and Ice: he notes at one point that in the U.S. SUVs outsell minivans by two-to-one, whereas in Canada it's vice versa. That's a fact. The fancy is in the meaning he appends to it. "This is a stark difference," he writes, "whose roots can be traced directly to the differing values of our two countries." This assertion seems to have no basis other than a casual assumption that Canadians are more environmentally responsible and thus more concerned with "excessive gasoline consumption, pollution and safety violations."

    Isn't there a more obvious correlation? Minivans are cheaper than SUVs, and Canadians have less disposable income than Americans. It's easy to be "socially responsible" if you've got no choice in the matter. On the Continent they're driving around in things the size of Arnold Schwarzenegger's cup holder, so presumably they're more "socially responsible" still. In Canada those who can afford SUVs buy them, it's just that their numbers are smaller. Remember Herb Dhaliwal? Well, no, you probably don't. But a couple of years back M. Chrétien made him minister of natural resources, and he certainly got through a lot of them. He drove around like a Hamas warlord in a three-ton Cadillac Escalade. That's bigger than my SUV and I'm in favour of global warming. The difference is that the high living of a Liberal cabinet minister is confined, north of the border, mainly to Liberal cabinet ministers while down south it's more widely available.
    Dhaliwal as a Hamas warlord in a three-ton Cadillac Escalade. Mint.

Delta Tango Bravo - SilverOrange partner and digg lead designer Daniel Burka is now living in San Francisco. pop
(Added: 9-Jul-2004 Hits: 744 Rating: 7.25 Votes: 4) Rate It

  • Dangerous Time

    I don't often cross post on Pownce and here on my blog, but this is worth an exception I think. A few minutes ago, a friend reminded me of the Barenaked Ladies' cover of Lovers in a Dangerous Time. I hadn't heard it in years and I'd never seen the video. The song is as good or better than I remembered. I don't care what you think of what the band's done since the famous (at least in Canada) and elusive Yellow Tape, this cover stands on its own.

  • Metis Marker
     

    The fantastic Canadian Design Resource has an article today about the historical flag of Canada's Metis people. I've made several posts in the past about flags and the Metis flag fits well with the other standouts I've mentioned previously. According the description, the Metis flag "represents the coming together of two distinct and vibrant cultures, European and indigenous, to produce a distinctly new culture, the Metis... the infinity symbol suggests that the Metis people will exist forever."

  • Cafe Dues?

    I've been spending many of my recent weekend days working from cafes near my apartment in San Francisco. There's a new one called On the Corner on Divisidero about two blocks from where I live and it gives me a nice break from my small apartment to go down there to write email and work on Pownce stuff — plus their coffee is very drinkable.

    However, I'm sure I'm not the only one who feels guilty throwing down a couple of bucks for a coffee and then mooching wifi, power, and a comfy chair for a few hours. I try to get up every once in a while and grab a snack or a coffee refill. I hardly need the extra caffeine and I especially could handle eating fewer pastries, but I feel obliged to support the cafe.

    In many ways, cafes serve a very similar purpose as co-working space. Many people come much more often than I do and stay longer, essentially using the cafe as temporary office. For co-working space, like the Queen Street Commons, people pay a decent sum for the convenience.

    I'm curious if anyone out there has seen cafes experimenting with alternative payment schemes? I could imagine either a subscription scheme or something as simple as special tip jar clearly indicated as a 'thanks-for-the-wifi-comfy-chair-music-bathroom' donation. I know I'd be willing to pay — and my body would thank me for the reduced consumption of guilty pastries and extra cups of coffee.

  • MeshU 2008

    I'm currently in Toronto at the Mesh conference taking place at the MaRS centre on College Street. Today was the MeshU day of workshops, including great presentations by John Lax, Leah Culver, Ryan Carson, John Resig, and a bunch of others. I presented in the morning and promised that I'd stick my slides online, so here they are. If audio is available later, I'll try to add it on, but I promised to get them up there at least in a basic way. Thanks to anyone/everyone who came out!

  • Digg Comments Redux (again)

    As I've talked about at a few conferences recently, one of the exciting/difficult things about working in-house, on a project with the scope of something like Digg, is the luxury/challenge to adapt your own work. The comments system on Digg is a perfect example. Just this past week, we rolled out the latest iteration of the comments system, which is the fourth major adaption of the system since the site launched over four years ago. It's a project that's been a long time coming and has been under development for a fairly long period. What a relief to finally see it out in the wild.

    In his blog post about the release, Micah described several of the important changes that we made from both a design and performance standpoint. From the design side, we've made the comments visually lighter, reduced the metadata around each comment, improved the visual flow down the comment threads, added subtler functionality, and significantly improved the interaction design. When I say we improved the interaction design, I mean that as you interact with the comments (e.g. digg a comment, write a comment, edit your comments, etc) all of the pieces fit together more naturally.

    The next step will be to iterate on the comments system once we've seen how people use, abuse, and break the one we just built. We certainly plan on doing more small adaptations over the next months as opposed to waiting to perform a large revision. As always with Digg projects, it's pretty exciting to watch a few million people use a feature that, up until launch, had only been seen or used by a few people... it'll be interesting to see what they do.

Gen X at 40 - Alan McLeod was a PEI lawyer who has now moved to Kingston ON. pop
(Added: 9-Jul-2004 Hits: 757 Rating: 6.40 Votes: 5) Rate It

  • Friday Bullets For Stay-cation Week

    Well, I suppose that the promised break in the days of rain that have been mid-July in Easlakia has to stand for something. I can't think when I last took a summer week off and did not load the family for somewhere - which is just as well as a van full of damp is not a happy van. It has been a time of napping and of reading something other than the glowing screen. I did not home repair. Of that you can be truly proud.

    • Ben is proxy blogging Berlin. I hear we need change.
    • What do you think about the fence?
    • My new found status as Canada's sixth most popular political blogger demands that I make some obtuse observations on the state of doings in Ottawa. Except nothing seems to be going on. Who cares about election plans - I want substance. But aside from the general quality of Federal leadership, there seems to be only one big issue: carbon tax. I still think this is a yawner and a loser for whoever gets marked with the green tint. It shouldn't be so but as there are no strong answers yet, proposing the unpopular and the unlikely-to-succeed is seldom a yellow brick road to a majority hold on Parliament. And it's no more than a plank at best. We need more.
    • So which Federal issues deserve more airplay?? The recent premiers' gathering raised the prospect of actual steps towards First Nations reconciliation. Wouldn't that be nice of real steps were taken towards that national quandary? How about infrastructure - Ottawa and Toronto have made nice to buy bridges and buses. But do you run an election on that? Rideology not ideology??
    • Al Purdy's cottage is for sale. Owning that would be rather neato.
    • This week's weather shattered the promise of a massive harvest for a lot of Ontario fruit growers. Hailstorms. We need to start the "Buy A Peach With A Bruise" campaign. Why do all the farmer's protests have to be around the combine harvesters? Who's behind this anyway?
    • Apparently the oversight committee decided to lay off hitting each other in the head with hammers. Who thought that was ever a good idea?

    Full disclosure: I wrote most of this Thursday. Between the dodgy internet access and my new found love for not being up at 6:15 am, I thought it would be prudent to plan ahead so as to ensure you desk jockeys have your moments of bulletty bliss at the crack of dawn.

  • Stay-cation Is When The Internet Dies

    I suppose it is good that I can't get on the internet for more than 7 minutes at a time this week. Maybe Sympatico considers this part of the service that I am buying. The "Make Sure You Smell The Roses" feature. I should really switch providers but I am too lazy even for that.

  • Radovan Karadzic? This Will Be Your Life Cube

    I have to say, you know, that the idea of plucking tin-pot dictators off busses to have them taken to global justice warms the heart. Careful readers will know that I met many refugees from the Bosnia war in PEI of all places where early relocatations took place. I coached a mens soccer team that was more than half former soldiers, many of whom had knees half healed from concentration camp beatings. Suffice it to say, I learned too much and am quite content on behalf of those old teammates that Karadzic now faces life in a cinderblock cube.

    Still, Ratko Mladic is still out there. Apparently he may have squealed on the boss to save himself for a few more months. Heroic characters all.

  • What I Did On My Summer Stay-cation

    It's not like I am not blogging, you know. It's just that I am not blogging here today. But you would, too, if this is what you got up to.

  • Notes From A Stay-cation

    I don't mind "stay-cation" except that you can't spell it without the hyphen. Better than being called an unimaginative twerb who can't get it together enough to take the family camping. I have excuses - I always have excuses. First, family reunion on Saturday. Then, the annual vintage base ball game that got rained out yesterday. Today, a beer writer or two visit as part of their multi-continental trip. So even though we are at home, we are getting something of an edjification.

    I hope I don't just watch TV but the twisted back makes that a possibility. I watched the ESPYs last night, thinking they would be lame. Best TV awards show ever. Justin Timberlake was a dreamy host - I say no more for fear of affecting my cred. Now, on a Monday morning in July, I hunt in vain for reruns of Mr. Dress-up and The Friendly Giant. What the heck has happened to the CBC? Thank God, I can at least look forward to Elwood Glover's Luncheon Date at noon to go with my egg salad and parsley sandwiches.

Lana Stewart - Islander Lana Stewart lives in Ottawa, and started blogging in 2000 with her Place and Thyme photoblog. Over the last year, she returned to school to improve her graphic design, marketing and communications skills. This website is designed to showcase everything that she learned and as a motivator to keep on creating. pop
(Added: 10-Jul-2004 Hits: 797 Rating: 8.21 Votes: 14) Rate It

  • Thu., July 24th, The last 50 days
    We’re down to the last fifty days (give or take) in babyland and things are definitely starting to slooooow down.  Getting to the bus stop, walking to the post office and shopping for groceries now feel like major tasks. Sleeping has been going downhill - I’m usually up multiple times during the night (I know, better [...]
  • Sat., July 12th, Take my books!
    I’m de-cluttering / nesting and I’d like to get rid of some books. Price: FREE! If you can pick them up in Centretown, they’re yours. Leave a comment below with your email address. First come, first served! Business Plans for Dummies Bookkeeping for Dummies Craft Inc.: Turn your creative hobby into a business The Low [...]
  • Tue., July 8th, Type A list-maker alert
    Ok, I like lists.  A lot.  I’d be lost without my Ta-Da lists, Google Calendar (and reminders… I love reminders) and Del.icio.us bookmarks.  So, when I came across Simple Mom’s system for meal planning using her bookmarks and Google calendar it was love at first sight.  Heart.  Of course, you don’t need to be a [...]
  • Mon., July 7th, No shirt, no shoes, no baby, no service
    I went out to Westboro proper on Saturday and not just my usual trek to Wellington Village aka “Babyshopville.” Now, I know Westboro is a pretty family-centric community, but (I’m not kidding), everyone had a stroller with a new baby (not some old toddler, oh no, a real freshie) and most were also [...]
  • Wed., July 2nd, I miss Canada Day already
    Ottawa’s weather decided to throw us all a bone and give us a full day without clouds or rain.  A.maz.ing.  It also gave me a good excuse to crack out my new sunscreen - Baby Aveeno SPF 55.  (Why baby?  It was on sale and it said it didn’t have any scent - true!)  [...]

Melda's Weblog - Melda L. Gibson, a really good blog writer, is now living in Toronto. pop
(Added: 11-Jul-2004 Hits: 761 Rating: 7.71 Votes: 22) Rate It

  • the unfinished books sitting on my bedside table

    1. The Genius in the Design: Bernini, Borromini and the Rivalry that Transformed Rome - Jake Morrisey
    2. Experience - Martin Amis
    3. Nirvana: the biography - Everett True
    4. The Refrigerator Memory (poems) - Shannon Bramer
    5. Grandes Horizontales: The Lives and Legends of Four Nineteenth-Century Courtesans - Virginia Rounding
    6. Ways of Seeing - John Berger
    7. Interviews with American Artists - David Sylvester
  • everyone say it with me...

    Thanks Nick!
    Turns out that I'm just like all my clients who call because they've forgotten their password. Just goes to show that I never should have left you.
    You're still out there, right?
  • incense(d)

    I just tried lighting some incense that I got today (cone shaped with a coconut scent, if you must know), but I don't think I'm doing it right. It is really smoking and doesn't seem to smell like anything other than something burning.

    I did try to Ask Jeeves for his advise but according to the interweb I'm doing everything right. Dang it.

    Suggestions?
  • thank goodness for Sundays

    I know that Toronto never closes, and that Sundays don't mean the same thing here as they did at home in the Maritimes, but some days it still acts as a necessary day of rest for me.

    Sundays are for tidying up, cleaning, relaxing, writing a letter (i'm trying to get back to letter writing and not just letter receiving), napping, organizing, sudoku, listening to music, reading, catching up, and preparing for the coming week.

    I guess that's why they don't put anything good on tv before 10pm.
  • I just wanted to say...

    ... that I knew about the Cold War Kids first (before Daniel). That's all.

A Canadian in... (Dublin Ireland) - "Casper" lives in Dublin, Ireland.
(Added: 12-Nov-2005 Hits: 297 Rating: 0 Votes: 0) Rate It

  • Fri., September 21st, This is what I came back for
    Ok .. I found a reason to write another blog post. Well, there actually have been tons since I stopped but I think this is worth it.

    As of today $1 CAD = $1 USD.

    Something that has never happened in my entire lifetime. Not only that, but apparently 1.4 seems to be a magic number too.

    €1 = $1.4CAD = $1.4 USD
    £1 = €1.4

    Of course, that means that

    £1 = $2 CAD = $2 USD

    Will wonders never cease ...
  • Fri., May 18th, Officially going dark
    Well it's not like I've been posting much recently, but I hate leaving loose ends lying around so I'm officially not posting here for a while :-)

    To be honest, the main reason I had for the site has long since passed. It was supposed to be a way to tell the people back home how adjusting to life in Ireland was going, and then subsequently for India. But I've gone through the five stages (several times) and (I think) accepted what I've needed to.

    For those of you haven't heard about this, the five stages of culture shock were identified way back in 1958 by a guy named Kalvero Oberg. They are as follows:
    1. The honeymoon, or tourist, stage;
    2. The irritation-to-anger stage
    3. The rejection/regression stage
    4. The integration/assimilation stage
    5. The reverse, or reentry, stage

    I think I end up re-living a few of those stages every time I return to Ireland from North America, but since it's happened before, I don't feel the need to write about any of it.

    The other reason for stopping this is that, even when I was writing regularly, it was tough to get any conversations going. I don't believe that blogs should be diaries, or one-way communication, but that for them to be successful and interesting the there really needs to be input from whoever is reading it. Of course that also requires writing about subjects the audience is interested in, which is difficult :-)

    Lastly, when you blog about everything you're doing (including trips), it leaves a lot less information to share when you visit home. Everyone has already seen the pictures and heard the stories. You can always reminisce, but it's nice to have new stuff to share as well.

    Allright, enough babbling from me. If I do decide to start writing again, I'll email the mass of people (10?) that read this blog :-)
  • Tue., March 27th, A 'special' day
    So today is interesting for two reasons: I'm leaving for Florida tomorrow (yippee!!) and I'm doing my first ever Engineering Excellence presentation at Microsoft. Now, granted, it's not as impressive as doing one over in Redmond - there aren't people like this in the audience, but I still expect around seventy-five developers to show up.

    Naturally, much like my trip to CEBIT a couple weeks back, things start to go wrong from the beginning. Normally I drive into work around 5:45, head over to the gym for a bit and reach the office by 7. Of course this relies on the fact that I can leave around 3 and thus drive through town and not run into horrible amounts of traffic.

    Because of the presentations going on today, I'll be here until 5 which means I can't drive in so it's back to public transporation. I still want to get in as early as possible so I can sort through email and run through my speech once or twice before this afternoon. There's already a call scheduled for 11 a.m. so that doesn't leave too much time.

    I left home at 6:10 to catch the first train at 6:22. We get to the next stop and sit there. And sit there. And continue to sit there for twenty minutes. Finally someone says they're not sure if they can move the coach that's stuck on the track in front of us so we all exit the train to go and find a bus. Unfortunately buses hold slightly less people than six train cars and it takes me walking to three stops to find a bus that's not full.

    For some unknown reason, few, if any, buses will go from the north side of the city across the river to the south side. So when I'm finally deposited in town near the spike, there's still a good twenty+ minute walk to the Luas. When all is said and done I finally reach the EPDC5 building a little after 8. A two hour commute is not the way to start the day.

    Anyway, fingers crossed that the presentation (and demo) go as planned.
  • Tue., March 13th, When does 1+1 not equal 2?
    When you're WeightWatchers, apparently. To be honest, WW is a fairly sensible program. Granted, you don't necessarily end up learning about nutrition, but if you're ok with just following along and spending the money, it will work, and it's not going to hurt you over the long term (like, say, Atkins.)

    But part of the problem with following things blindly is that you miss out on the exceptions to the rule. For instance, you can get WW yogurts that range from 1/2 to 2 points (we have them here at work). The 2 points are actually mousse rather than yogurt, so we'll ignore those for now.

    Now - if I see something's 1/2 a point and another similar thing that's 1 point, in theory I could eat two of the 1/2 point ones and that would equal the 1 point one, right? Not so quick.

    Toffee [1/2 point]: (per 120g pot) 48 kcal, 4.7g protein, 7.0g carb, 0.1g fat
    Raspberry [1 point]: (per 120g pot) 52 kcal, 5.9g protein, 7.5g carb, 0.1g fat

    In case it doesn't seem significant, someone trying to lose weight who ate four 1/2-point yogurts per day instead of two 1-point ones would consume an extra 700 calories per week. All things being equal, that's one pound gained every five weeks.

    It's like the news and everything else in this world: if you can't do the research yourself, you're going to lose out.
  • Wed., March 7th, It's going to be a busy four weeks
    It always happens; once I get back into a routine things have to change. I never blogged about it, but I did manage to replace the old car three weeks ago with a nice little 2003 Peugeot 206. Apart from some squeaky breaks, it's great. It has a pretty big tank (50 litre / 13 gallon) for such a small car, but it's good decent fuel economy.

    I also never wrote about starting tai chi, but the first session of seven weeks is over and now we have a break of three weeks while the instructor heads back to China for more training. It's a slow process, only learning one or two moves per week, but that's the way the first eight or nine months go. After that, you start combining things you've already learnt and it speeds up a bit. It's amazing what muscles it forces you to use though; I can see why it would something to keep doing as you get older.

    Bridge class (yes this is just going to be a catchup post) continues along at a good clip. Jumping straight into an intermediate class was kind of difficult, but it just means we're forced to pick up the basics and the technique at the same time. Luckily there are three of us beginners (one guy dropped out after a week) so we play together and no one can get annoyed at us if we're a bit slow with the bidding :-) I'm gradually seeing why it's such an enjoyable game, even if it does have a steep learning curve.

    And now on to the real reason for this post — travel. Since some higher power has obviously branded me a nomad for a few years, I now have three trips over the next month. The first one is over to Hannover for CeBIT to help with recruiting for two days. However, since there are no direct flights there from Dublin, and the connecting ones are too expensive (€800), I'll be flying into Hamburg and then taking a train 82 miles to Hannover. This means I'll leave on the 15th and return either the evening of the 17th or sometime on the 18th. Since I'm working on the 16th and 17th, this should give a little bit of time to do some exploring.

    The second trip is over to Salzburg from the 20th to the 24th. This was supposed to have been done a few weeks back but had to be postponed. Then I'm back in Dublin for three days to do my EE/TwC presentation on the 27th at work (for 100+ people) and on the 28th I leave for Florida!

    Yes, we are finally having an (impromptu) reunion with a group of us that used to be in India together. Nitin, Lorna, JP, Carolina, Tim, and myself should be back together again for about a week. Plenty of good food, good company, and of course a ton of card games! Definitely a tiny vacation I'm looking forward to.

    I promise I'll post pictures. Of course, I still haven't written about the trip to Galway or the around-Ireland trip yet, but hope springs eternal :-)

A Change of View - This the story of my life as it happens. Travel and music tend to be the main topics, but there is always a little bit of everything mixed in. - Nick Howard
(Added: 24-Mar-2006 Hits: 250 Rating: 8.00 Votes: 1) Rate It

  • Thu., December 28th, Have you heard? 
    Alison Goodwin; Center Road whispers whispers whistle stir the fertile rows, one seed is planted a whole forest grows misty ripples spread. like ghosts in rank unborn thoughts push back, deep and dank. silent light filters resting gently on the soft moss floor, there is the chance for dawn. Pat Metheny - Have You Heard? The Road to You Acov is back online after a very extended break. Call it [...]
  • Sun., December 24th, ?Tis the Season (for changes?)
    Merry Christmas everyone!
  • Sun., September 3rd, Happiness is Here
    Faster than anger there is no longer here; Red blindness asked to leave the hatred cast aside. Here was not invited but saw the door was open; Untrammeled by a full mind of there, I see. Happiness is here. Funny how people are most happy when thoughts are seldom. These big brains of ours could really use a rest, [...]
  • Fri., September 1st, The Fall of Autumn
    [...]
  • Sat., August 5th, A visit from Marc
    A friend, is coming to visit me. Is that not a great thing? I mean it takes a great friend to come and visit any other friend anywhere. By going to visit someone, one removes themselves completely out of their own comfort zone and into the unknown. Plus one is giving of one’s time and [...]

A Day in the Life... - Paulette Dalton's blog. A runner, attending school in Toronto.
(Added: 9-Sep-2004 Hits: 435 Rating: 0 Votes: 0) Rate It

  • (no subject)
    KICK PUSH KICK PUSH KICK PUSH... With just a month until the IRONMAN I'm starting to get a lil anxious. I'll keep this short and sweet, mostly because those reading this are likely the same wonderful friends that have been tolerating me obsessing over it day and night for the past couple months. Just one month to go gang. And then you get to hear about the race in greattt detail over and over
  • (no subject)
    MAGICALLY DELICIOUS The past couple weeks have been all about happy endings, new beginnings and returning to a time when I wore a Tony the Tiger watch, drank lemonade and giggled into the wee hours of the night. A week spent with Kitty Cat, G-Unit, Scooter and T-Rex led to a lot of pints, pink flamingo puppet shows, late nights and early morning long runs, bubble blowing contests at trendy
  • (no subject)
    IT'S REALLY HARD TO WALK IN A SINGLE WOMAN'S SHOES -- THAT'S WHY YOU SOMETIMES NEED REALLY SPECIAL SHOES! Special shoes like the Time RXL Women's Road Shoe. True Love. Things are starting to get serious with me and Dino. 8am rides on the lakeshore never felt so good :) Tonight i'll be sportin a different kinda shoe chez le prom...
  • (no subject)
    LOVE FOOLOSOPHY Today I finished my second degree. 6 years of university, just call me pdiggity BSc., BSc.N. Has a nice ring to it I suppose. Although my actual cap & gown festivities don't kick off until November 11th, this week is all about graduating. Relief of being done, discussion on who's working where, drinking wine with the girls, meeting each other's families and significant others,
  • (no subject)
    IT'S NOT MINE BUT I DON'T CARE. I'VE HAD ENOUGH OF PLAYING FAIR So the other day while leaving the police department getting my criminal record check I noticed a card on the steps outside. So I picked up and noticed it was a June Metro pass. I went inside to check to see if it belonged to anyone - no takers, so I kept it. The entire walk home I held it in my hand in case the owner would spot and

Amber's Blog: Tech tidbits and website reviews - Former Islander Amber MacArthur is an Internet/New Media Reporter and Host/Producer for Toronto's City-TV, and co-host of the CommandN.tv podcast.
(Added: 3-Jan-2005 Hits: 397 Rating: 0 Votes: 0) Rate It

  • Mon., March 24th, Please visit the new ambermac.com
    Hi. I will now be blogging over at ambermac.com. Please visit me there!
  • Sun., March 2nd, "We are the World" in Japan
    I don't know what to say, but thanks to Kevin for sending me this link ;-).
  • Thu., February 28th, AlienMac vs. AmberMac - An Aviary Demo
    A few weeks ago Leo sent me a link to this video of Hillary Clinton shedding her skin, a product sample from Aviary. This week I contacted the people behind Aviary, a company based in Long Island that offers up...
  • Mon., February 25th, Star Wars according to a 3-year-old girl

  • Fri., February 22nd, Watching radio? KCRW tops the list
    I just spent a brisk 24 hours in Winnipeg, Manitoba, speaking to a small group of CBC's (Canada's national public broadcaster) radio folk about radio stations kicking butt and setting trends in the web space. While researching radio on the...

Another Version of The Truth - My thoughts, feelings, and daily adventures. - Jeff Burns in Cape Breton
(Added: 6-Apr-2007 Hits: 154 Rating: 0 Votes: 0) Rate It

  • The Warning
    Lazy afternoon.

    Going out with Chris and Morley tonight. It's not often the three of us all get to go out at the same time. Could be trouble. Last time we drank together we didn't even leave the house and still managed to cause trouble by setting Jarrod's pants on fire. Current plan is to hit the hockey game, then Steel City to catch UFC. Should be interesting, to say the least.

    It's snowing. In April. Gotta love this Cape Breton weather.

    I'm out,
    JB
  • God Given
    Year Zero leaked onto the internet the other day, two weeks before it's release. It's time like this I love/hate the internet. I love it because I've been rocking out to new Nine Inch Nails music two weeks ahead of schedual, and I hate it because I "ruined" it on myself. I would've been nice to pop YZ in my CD player in the 17th and listen to something completely new. If you're not familiar with NIN music, well, the albums are very detailed, and they tell a story from start to finish. Listening to the songs in random order as you happen to find them kind of takes away from the experience. But it's still an amazing album, probably the best since The Downward Spiral. I'll probably try my hand are writting a review for it when it's officially released and I have time after exams.

    I finish exams the 18th, which makes my next Charlottetown visit the 19th. I'll probably hang out there for a week, test the waters to see I'll actually go back. It's like I've said before, the thought that my days there are really over doesn't seem right to me, but at the same time I don't know if I can see myself actually picking up and moving back there again. I've gotten kind of comfortable back home, which probably isn't a good thing. I don't think I can stay here. Well, I can, but I shouldn't. There really isn't anything here for me aside from family and friends. I don't think I was ever cut out to be one of those "Cape Breton for life" guys.

    Strange, I was in the middle of thinking what I was going to type next and I started to feel tired...very tired. I guess not being hyped up on coffee and energy drinks for the first time in three weeks will do that to you.

    So we'll end it here.

    Rock n'Roll
    JB
  • If we never find the truth...
    Slow night. Well, I guess anytime I'm blogging, it being a slow night goes without saying.

    I was supposed to go to Charlottetown this weekend, but it doesn't look like I'm going to make it. I put money aside last time I was there so I could go back this weekend, but lastweekend my "going to PEI" money turned into "getting drunk and passing out in a tub" money. I didn't even want to go out last weekend, but the combination of Morley's insistance and the bars being open until 4:30am was too much to overcome. Aside from falling asleep in a bathtub there really wasn't anything special about the night. Could I be tired of Cape Breton bars already? It's looking that way. I find every weekend I go out, and for the most part, it's all the same. Same place, same people, same routine. It's fun, but repeatitive, and every morning I wake up wondering why I bothered going out in the first place. But I live in a place where there's nothing else to do. It's either go to the movies, or get drunk. That's it.

    But yea, I won't be making it to Charlottetown this weekend, which is disappointing. I was looking forward to it, to see everyone that I wasn't able to see last time I was there...or who didn't bother to see me when I was there. Next week is Easter, so I won't get there then, but hopefully I make it the next weekend. I kind of miss Charlottetown. I really enjoyed living there, and had things not have gotten as shitty as they did around the end, I very likely wouldn't have left. Comming home was definitely the right move. I needed it. It got me away from things I had to get away from, helped me clear my head. It's been great hanging out with my old friends again, and I've actually been having fun in Cape Breton, which isn't something I'd been doing much of before I moved in 2005. The only negitive is that the long I stay here, the move at home I feel. I didn't plan on staying here for good, but the longer I'm here the more I feel that's the direction I'm heading in.

    Should I go back to Charlottetown? That was the original plan. I didn't want to leave, I just felt I had to at the time. When I left, I didn't feel like I was moving, I felt like I was going away for awhile. There's something about not going back that doesn't really feel right. But what am I going back for? I had some great friends there, and I miss them a lot, but is that enough to move to another province for? I'd go to school there, but I can do the same thing here. I don't know. I do know that I think about Charlottetown and everyone there a lot. Pretty much everyday. I liked it there, and I miss it. But if I go back, will it be the same? Last summer was probably the best I've ever had. It was just non-stop fun, and I was happy. But can I repeat it? I don't know. There's a couple of people who were big parts of my life last summer who either arn't there anymore, or are simply out of my life. I'm not sure if that place will be the same without them.

    That's not to take anything away from the friends I do still have there, who I miss a lot. But a year ago, we seemed to have a large, tight group, and over the past few months that seems to have fractured a bit.

    If I go back, that's it. I move there, I settle in, I get a job, I go to school, and try to make my life there. Is it the right move? I don't know. I have a lot to think about.

    I think the plan right now is to go there for a week or two after exams. Just hang out, see what jobs are available, and just see if it's still the place for me it used to be. Maybe it is, maybe it isn't, I'm really not sure. I don't know if it's a place I want to live, or a place I just want to go back to visit from time to time. I just don't know.

    Alberta is still an option, although talk of that seems to have died down a bit recently. Even so, Alberta would be a summer option, nothing longterm. Halifax is there, but if I move to Halifax, I'm moving just for the sake of moving. Right now, I think it comes down to either staying here or moving back to Charlottetown, with a possible trip to Alberta in the meantime.

    Aside from that, I didn't hear anything about that job at the radio station I applied for. I think I'd find working in radio interesting, although I'm not sure if I'm in any way qualified to do the job I applied for. But I know someone that knows someone, so a job in radio isn't out of the question. Of course, if I got that job, I'm stuck in Cape Breton. Getting into radio could be something I do as a career, so if I find a way to get my foot in the door, I'd have to stick with it, not quit two months into it so I can move away again.

    Decisions, decisions...

    JB
  • Me, I'm not.
    I never know how to start these anymore. Years of english, writting and journalism classes have taught me that I'm either supposed to start with something that'll catch the readers attention, or open with a sentence summing up what I'm going to be talking about...but in reality I'm just yacking away about whatever pops into my head on the internet, I have no idea what I'm going to talk about, and I have no idea if I ever have any readers.

    How's that for an opening? Aw well, good enough.

    It's been a slow night. A slow day, actually. My day consisted of going to class, where I basically zoned out until it was time to leave. From there I went to Blockbuster to pick out some new DVDs, and ended up spending almost as much time there as I did in class. In case you haven't heard, DVD collecting is a bit of a hobby/obsession of mine, so it's not uncommon for me to spend an hour looking around a video store for something I need to have in my collection. A few years ago, a girl I was dating told me about this guy she knew who bought everything. He just bought every movie that came out that he saw, or might like. At the time, I had about 10 movies, all favorites, and thought the idea of having a huge DVD collection was stupid. I'm not really sure how I went from that to owning 250-something movies, but it probably had something to do with me having too much time and money on my hands and nothing else to do with it. About two years ago I thought I was about 10 DVDs away from having everything I wanted, but somehow I'm still going. But yea, long story short, I have a lot of movies.

    Speaking of movies, I'm half watching this one on TBS right now with one of the guys from Friends in it. I'm only half paying attention to it but the basic idea seems to be he had a one night stand with this woman, got her pregnant, and yadda yadda yadda, they live happily ever after. Somehow I have a feeling that's not how that situation would turn out in real life.

    I figured this entry would be another chapter in the story of how I feel and where I want to live, but I'm not really in the mood to go deep tonight, so I'll fill this with mainly pointless bullshit. I guess if I were a celebrity people would want to read about what I did all day and what music I've been listening to lately, but I'm not, so sorry if this one is a bit on the boring side. To be honest with you I'm not really sure about this whole "blogging" thing. If you check the dates on these enteries, you'll find that I pretty much only started doing this to kill time when I was new in PEI in 2005, then I lost interest once I made friends and found other things (drinking) to do. Lately I just write something when I have something on my mind and there's no one to listen to me talk about it since it's generally 3am at the time. But yea, there's something about putting your thoughts and feelings out there for anyone to see that's a bit uncomfortable. What if someone saw this that I didn't want to see it? What if that weird girl from PEI that I never hung out with but who seemed to think we were best friends stumbled accross my little blog here and read how I think she's weird and don't see how my hooking up with three of her friends makes us close? Feelings might be hurt, and God knows I wouldn't want to hurt the feelings of some psycho I've only met in passing who "misses" me eventhough I was never in her life to miss.

    Alright, that was probably a bit mean and uncalled for. True, but mean and uncalled for. Hmmmm, now that I say it, there's something about saying the word "mean" that makes me feel 10-years-old. Do adults refer to people as "mean"? I can't think of any other word to use. Maybe "rude", but then I just think of Stephanie Tanner's "how rude!". And on the subject of Full House, why isn't it on television? There's a lot of old shows floating around syndication and not many of them are capable of kicking the amount of ass that Full House kicked. Maybe I'll write a letter to CBC requesting they pick up Full House. They won't regret it, Bob Saget is ratings.

    Why are the Simpsons still on CBC anyway? I think I was about 10-years-old when they started showing them, which would make it somewhere around 14 years. Enough is enough. Maybe if they showed the new episodes once in awhile, but they've been running the same seasons over and over and over. How many times do I have to see the one where George Bush moves into the neighbourhood? The Simpsons had a good run, but I think it's time we made a clean break and just moved on. It's Full House's time to shine on CBC.

    Has anyone won anything other than a doughnut or coffee on Roll Up the Rim to Win yet? I've won a doughnut I didn't bother cashing in and five free coffees so far. That might sound impressive but I've been to Tim Hortons about 60 times. Is that a lot of coffee in three weeks?

    If Will Ferrerl made a movie that really stunk, would people admitt it stunk? Or is he at the point now where everything he does is assumed to be great even if it isn't? Like Jim Carey? Or, to use a musical example, Gwen Stefani? She's so heavily promoted it seems no one actually stops to listen to her music. The entertainment industry is so fake. It's all hype and promotion.

    Bed time.

    Rock n'roll
    JB
  • Beside You In Time
    It's been over two months since I left Charlottetown. Hard to believe it's been that long. I miss it. I'm home now, and until I make some kind of official decision, I'm supposed to consider here home and Charlottetown a thing of the past, but I still think about there, my friends there, the good times I had there...I miss it.

    I need to find where I belong. I'm home now, with the options of going back to Charlottetown, or moving to Halifax or Alberta. At least I have options. But I don't want to be somewhere and be thinking about somewhere else. I don't want to go through this "should I stay or should I go?" thing every couple of months. I just want to go somewhere, belong there, settle down there, and make my life there for the time being. It's not going to be here. Home is home, and it'll always be home, but Cape Breton doesn't offer me much. My family is here, and being home for an extended period of time like this made me realize how much I miss them when I'm gone, but aside from that, Cape Breton has nothing for me. In a few months, I probably won't have any friends left here, and the ones I do have already have lives, girlfriends, kids, etc...Being with my old friends again has been great, but I have to make a life of my own, and right now I don't have that, for a variety of reasons...

    Alberta has become a strong possibility. Actually, at the moment, it seems to make sense more than anything else. Financially it works for me. I need money, and there's money to be made out there. If I move back to Charlottetown for the summer, I'm working to support myself, to pay my rent, eat, etc, and won't be able to save much. Our west I'll make more and save more, which I have to do. It's also somewhere that I know I'm not going to consider moving to permanently. I can go there for a few months and decide where to go from there, instead of having to make the decision in April whether I want to live here or PEI again...and, also, the idea of spending a summer away with Chris and Blackie sounds like a lot of fun to me. With Chris having a baby, Blackie about to have a career, and me eventually leaving here again, we don't have much time left where we can just cut loose and have fun. This summer could really be our last chance to get away and have fun without having too many "real world" responsibilities attached to us...

    I do want to go back to Charlottetown...eventually. I planned on going back for the summer, but if I did go back, I wouldn't really know what to expect. Last summer was probably the most fun I've had in my life, and for a brief period of time, I was at peace...I was happy. But last summer was last summer, and there's parts of last summer that won't be a part of this summer, and in a way, I wonder if I'm going to enjoy Charlottetown as much without it. I think ultimately what I want is to not only go back to Charlottetown, but go back to last summer in Charlottetown...impossible, I know, and I'm scared to go back there, move back there, settle in there, and realize it just isn't the same for me. My last few months there were kind of miserable. I was lost, just floating about, not sure if I wanted to leave, but not having any real reason to stay. I didn't feel like I fit in anymore...I felt like I was just there, and nobody cared that I was. I don't want to go back to that. There were things that happened in the last few months there that hurt...I don't know why they hurt the way they did, I don't know why I let it bother me the way it did. I'm very much aware of the fact that it's something I really shouldn't care about, but I did, and maybe I still do, and I don't know how I might react if faced with that. In December I had Cape Breton to fall back on. If I felt I had to get away, I could. If I move back there, I live there, it's home, for better or worse...I just don't know which it'll be yet...

    Time will tell...

    JB

    "I escape, every now and then...
    And to think, I find myself back here again..
    I used to know who I was, until you came along..
    I return to the only place I've ever felt that I belong..."

Appetizing Thoughts - Angie is a recently graduated graphics designer living in Moncton.
(Added: 7-May-2005 Hits: 357 Rating: 0 Votes: 0) Rate It

  • hairs
    i got my hairs cut and dyed... again. i'm addicted to new hair. and not-so-addicted to blogging anymore. sorry that i suck. here's a pic of my pretty new coif to appease you :P
  • seeing yellow
    thanks to martha i found the "make your own Simpsons avatar". check us out! notice how much of a nerd i am, and even made us matching outfits. gotta love it.
  • grade school
    totally stealing this from gill. also, seeing how moving is the main factor of my life, i added a "where did you live" section, for viewers at home to follow along. Kindergarten Where did you live: deseronto, ont What were you like: i was fiesty Who was your teacher: i don't remember her name, which is awful because she was my favoirte teacher. Who was your best friend: jonathan Who did you
  • daddy dearest
    last night was my dad's final visit of his canadian trip. he arrived in canada around the end of april, and crashed at my place on weekends throughout may. bright and early this morning he headed off to the west coast to visit his family and do his last bit of work in the country. then he'll return to germnay to my poor lonely mother. it was a teary goodbye. more for my dad and amanda, as
  • little sis
    mandy and i taking silly pics when i was visiting germany at christmas my sister moved to germany with my parents in november, when they all flew overseas. her plan was to volunteer at an orphanage in romania, then go to prauge for a TESL course. after romania, i guess she realized living in a foreign country without mamma and papa is a big step, one she isn't ready to take. so she nixed the

Church of Inflatable Saints - Summersider Kyle is now in Halifax.
(Added: 15-Jul-2006 Hits: 195 Rating: 0 Votes: 0) Rate It

  • Tue., March 4th, This Livejournal intentionally left blank
    Well, I haven't updated here since December, and I don't think that'll change anytime soon. Basically, even if I did feel the need to post here regularly, there's nobody who'll really read it, no? The only folks left on my list are either random people, old FFXI friends (and I've long since quit that game), and, well, that's about it.

    Not to discredit any of you, but I know none of you are really actively interested in my incredibly boring life anymore. This journal won't disappear, as I'm actually regularly active in all the communities I have, and I still enjoy reading all my friends posts. But, in terms of a diary or posting place, don't expect to see anything here anymore. If you're really interested in my day to day, add me on Facebook. If you don't know how to find me on there and really want to, leave me a reply and I'll hook you up. Since this is a public post, I'm not readily revealing my all too personal info.

    In short, I'm still alive. But this space is dead.
  • Fri., December 21st, How Many Five Year Olds Could You Take in a Fight?
    30
  • Fri., December 14th, RIP Xbox
    Well, my 360 finally kicked the can. She saw three red rings, and walked into em. I knew it was coming for a while, so I wasn't exactly surprised. Still, the unit's less than a year old. Even my PS2 lasted longer than that.

    Oh well, it was a launch unit, so I did fully expect it to happen. It was acting funny the past few months, but it got me through Mass Effect, and that's all that matters. I have my new shiny Elite now, bought just days before the old one died. I passed my white 360 off to dad, and he had it for about three days before it croaked.

    But, it's still under warranty, not even a year old, so it's goin back to Xbox. It'll be better and shinier when it returns anyway. Hopefully it'll be back in time for christmas. Maybe they'll just swap the unit, that would be nice, then dad would have an HDMI port if he wanted.

    So, not really a bad turn of events, since I didn't lose anything. I do feel bad for him, but it's easily remedied.
  • Tue., December 11th, Jumping ship
    Just so everyone knows, I spend way, way more time on my Facebook now than anywhere else.

    So look me up on there. Kyle Adams. All my posts on this blog will show up there, as well as lots of other random crap, particularly gaming related. Ciao.
  • Tue., October 2nd, Tycho on Canada
    "I will tell you this much: Canadian Gamers as a whole are pretty much getting boned at the moment, and boned thoroughly, by the exchange rate. The bone may need to be surgically removed. Canadian Dollars (called "poutines") are at par with US currency, but their games cost ten dollars more. Ten whole Goddamned dollars. The reason I make a point of it is that when I put a mere sixty dollars down on a game, I already feel as though I've been robbed at gunpoint. I have no idea how the gentle Canadian must feel about this state of affairs, where the dark analogies might travel from there. I assume they run their hands slowly along their abdomen, looking for the tell-tale signs of organ removal."

Next 15

Search, Recommend

Search the site for something in particular
More search options
Search the Internet with Google

Click to recommend this site to a friend

Weather, Tides, Travel

PEI Gov't IslandCam

Blogstream of selected recently-updated blogs:

News

Listen Live to CBC Charlottetown Radio One    Watch the latest Canada Now PEI newscast

Photo of the day from Eastern Kings

Today's photo from Today in the Life of Eastern Kings:



Photo of the Month

Pages Updated On: 9-May-2008 - 06:25:04
Links Engine 2.0 By: Gossamer Threads Inc.